This made me sick all day when it happened.

So a bit of background information:
CJ: a large guy at school. he;s very friendly, very nice, but a little intimidating. The type willing to do anything to protect the people he cares about.
Emily: CJ;s girlfriend. I don;t know her too well but she's nice enough. Very strong willed and a little hot headed. Terrifying when she;s angry.
Randa: A very stoic girl. I liked her for this and she;s always been nice to me, but after this story you;ll see why I;m rethinking that.
Liz: Friend of mine whom I am also rethinking friendship with for several reasons
James: A cool guy, Randa;s boyfriend. I;m not really as angry at him but still reluctant to talk to him after today.

Please excuse typos and the fact I cant find the apostrophe, using my mom;s TINY TINY laptop in the dark so the keyboard is wonky.

So anyway, Randa does not like CJ or Emily for a couple reasons. I do not know all the details of their history because I;m the newest person in the group, but Randa says its mostly that they display PDA A LOT and makes her and a few others feel uncomfortable (I personalyl do not see this even when theys upposedly are doing it but whatever).
So lately things have been really rocky between these three, and Randa decided to go to the Dean at ACC and tell him CJ was threatening her and others.
CJ got hauled off by security guards and taken to the dean;s office and told that he was there because of execessive PDA and for threatening students.
This is bullshit because who DOESN'T make a threat? How many of you have said "I'll kill her.." when someone has pissed you off? Or "I'll kick your face in" if someone is threaning a loved one or a friend? Hell, RANDA has threatened Emily before!
The real kicker is that Emily and Randa were trying hard to be nice to Randa so they could keep things civil so we could all spend time with our friends (for instance, me, as I am friends with both CJ and Emily, and Randa..so it would be better for them to be civil so they can both talk to me at once than to have them argue or avoid eachother. Not being full of myself, just making an example).

Anyway, CJ was told that he had to have an evaluation to see if he's crazy or not, they believe he;s a danger to himself and those around him. If he fails the evaluation, they;ll hospitalize him and he won;t be able to attend school. If he doesn;t take it, it prolly won;t be able to attend school still (they haven;t officially kicked him out yet). He decided his only other option is to join the military so he could support his future family.

Emily was heart broken. Not only would CJ be gone for about two years, he would also have a high risk of being sent to Iraq and killed.

In one swift moment, Randa has completely ruined a person;s life, and made another persons life more difficult (emily's, emotionally).

The reason I;m pissed at Liz is because she went with Randa to tell the Dean. Liz only hd a problem with the PDA but she still made shit worse for CJ,a nd he;s a GOOD person, much better than a lot of people I know.

James..I feel he wouldn;t have gone along with it if he wasn't Randa's fiance. He and CJ seemed to be really close friends but Randa kind of fucked that up. So...I don't really blame him..

And since three people went to tell the Dean, and we KNOW Randa and Liz were two of them, I only slightly believe James was the third. I feel like he;s just kind of THERE in this mess and going with Randa since she;s his fiance, but until we find out who the third person is there;s nothing definite. Regardless..


But yeah.. If eel absolutely sick about this entire mess.

THERE IS HOPE, THOUGH. Chris told us we could prolly start a petition to keep him in school. We need 200 signatures (he;s not positive but if we end up needing more we;ll get more). If we can get that filled out and present it to the Dean, we have a good chance of saving CJ and his future. I typed up the petition and all the numbers for Emily and signed it already, and she was hard at work collecting signatures when I left for class. CJ has a lot of friends, all of us do, and he's a good guy. I'm confident we;ll get 200 signatures. Emily is very driven to get more than that so I hope it'll all turn out all right.

Either way, fuck you Randa. Seriously. It's one thing to get him kicked out of ACC for that, but he cant go to another college now. I asked if maybe it would be another option instead of the military, even if it was out of the way (ACC is the best community college in NY though but it'd be better than risking his life!) but unfortunatly the circumstances prevent him from doing that.

So because Randa took him too seriously and didn't like them, she ruined his fucking life... or may have. Think positively.

I don't believe in religion, but guys, anyone who reads this, please pray for CJ and Emily. This is bullshit they do not deserve to have happening to them. My heart broke when I walked back in from English and saw Emily curled up on the floor clinging to CJ's backpack, crying, saying it was all she had left of him (he had stepped out for awhile due to stress and what not). Seeing her crying like that, when she's usually so happy and having fun..and knowing nothing I did could help her..it made me feel horrible.

I did manage to at least give her an outlet for some of her anger. Twisting bottles into tiny little scraps of nothing seemed to help relieve some of her anger (she's scary. Note: NEVER get on Emily's bad side haha).

but yeah... I feel sick thinking of it.. and right after the drama from yesterday was solved, too (On that note, happy news, the guy who made the group came over andg ave everyone an apology personally. That made me happy, he even aplologized to Chris whom he said he really didn;t like, so that was nice).


Other than all of this, my day was all right, Nothing bad happened to me personally. Chris and I chilled together all day, spending the weekend with him again. I get my refund tomorrow so I should have a laptop by the end of next week if I'm lucky C: there's a good one at Walmrt that's pretty cheap I'm gonna get (gonna have Chris look with me though 'cause he knows more about computers than I do).

I had my art class..didn't do much because there was a gallery showing today (i love going to these <3) and I got to have some snacks haha. We;re doing portraits of ourselves from photos she took of us last class now. It's a little difficult but I love the picture she took of me, and from what I got done so far (wasnt feeling too artsy after all this bullshit so I only did a little bit) it looks pretty good C: when itss finished I'll totally be taking a picture of it and posting it if it turns out good.

went home, had a cheeseburger, and talked on the phone until 12 with Chris C: I love our phone conversations. We talk about such random bullshit haha. we talked on the phone and watched the jackass movie together. It was nice, it was almost like we were together while watching it C:


Even though I hate twilight, the Burger King twilight commercials amuse me...and on the stupid "Team Edward" and "Team Jacob" bullshit...I guess I have to pick Jacob because Edward;s actor is fucking UGLY. Ugh. Seriously, NONE of the pictures I have seen of him are hot. NONE. NADA. ZERO. ZIP. Yet Jacob, in what little I have seen of him, is at least attractive.

Regardless, VIVA LA HARRY POTTER. *chews on Alan Rickman*


2:30 am now. Drawn Together is on tv again at this time C: which makes me happy. Gonna go back to my room and watch it, then maybe go to bed.

Gotta get up early tomorrow, gotta be at school before ten am tomorrow. Mom has to be up in queensbury to take her car in to get a part fixed by ten, I gotta be there by one to pick up my refund C: so gonna go in with her, and then Chris is gonna pick me up when he finishes doing shit for anthropology club.

God I sometimes wish he wasn't the club president. He loves being president and I wouldn't seriously wish he wasnt or anything but it can be a pain. It's not really that troublesome, though, and it's part of his dream, so I wouldnt even THINK of saying anything about it. But all day wednesday he was busy with club shit. I didn't see him until about 5. I'm fine with it though in the end. I'm happy for him. I wish I was part of a club, but I'm too shy to join any without knowing someone in it ;; and I can''t join chris's club because..er..anthropology bores me. I don't mind listening when Chris goes on about it, he makes it interesting, but it as a whole I don't find too interesting.

He wouldve liked the art gallery today, though, I wish he would've come to see it :< it was photos from egypt and japan. the ones of egypt were of ancient egyptian statues and junk, and heiroglyphics. He would;ve liked it. Ah well.


Anyway, gonna go to my room now. sorry for rambling in my journals haha but I haven't got anything else to do haha.

Seriousy people, please pray for CJ and Emily. Please pray that it all works out in the end for them.